0 00:00:05,364 --> 00:00:08,334 [ominous music] 1 00:00:08,367 --> 00:00:15,139 * 2 00:00:15,173 --> 00:00:16,940 - I am tapping out. 3 00:00:16,973 --> 00:00:19,075 Doesn't matter what the outcome is. 4 00:00:19,109 --> 00:00:20,211 It's about the journey. 5 00:00:20,244 --> 00:00:22,779 - Without that extra calories, 6 00:00:22,813 --> 00:00:25,981 I don't know if I can keep going on plants alone. 7 00:00:26,015 --> 00:00:28,218 - 33 halves of fish. 8 00:00:28,251 --> 00:00:30,619 That's two more months that I can be out here. 9 00:00:30,652 --> 00:00:32,654 - Oh, my God, I got him. 10 00:00:32,687 --> 00:00:33,755 My dip net works. 11 00:00:33,788 --> 00:00:35,089 I'm so happy. 12 00:00:35,123 --> 00:00:37,157 - When you're out here by yourself, 13 00:00:37,191 --> 00:00:38,926 you think about family and... 14 00:00:38,959 --> 00:00:40,594 It's so hard. 15 00:00:40,628 --> 00:00:42,763 - This is the hardest terrain. 16 00:00:42,796 --> 00:00:45,164 - Patagonia is a different environment entirely. 17 00:00:45,198 --> 00:00:47,099 - Everything out here is so hard. 18 00:00:47,133 --> 00:00:48,735 - Patagonia's no joke. 19 00:00:48,768 --> 00:00:50,002 - Are you willing to give up-- 20 00:00:50,036 --> 00:00:52,304 - Oh! - Who you are... 21 00:00:52,338 --> 00:00:53,739 for what you will become? 22 00:00:53,772 --> 00:00:55,574 - It's Patagonia, for God's sake. 23 00:00:55,607 --> 00:00:56,808 - Patagonia! 24 00:00:56,842 --> 00:00:58,108 - It's tougher than I ever imagined. 25 00:00:58,142 --> 00:00:59,377 - Just missing home right now. 26 00:00:59,410 --> 00:01:01,612 - You get a feeling of helplessness, 27 00:01:01,646 --> 00:01:02,847 like, "Why am I doing this?" 28 00:01:02,880 --> 00:01:04,815 - Oh, my God! 29 00:01:04,848 --> 00:01:07,183 - The last person left wins $500,000 30 00:01:07,217 --> 00:01:08,352 and is a badass. 31 00:01:08,385 --> 00:01:10,119 - Bam! - Ugh. 32 00:01:10,153 --> 00:01:11,120 [animal growling] 33 00:01:11,154 --> 00:01:12,488 - What is that? 34 00:01:12,521 --> 00:01:14,122 - It's just how far you can push yourself 35 00:01:14,156 --> 00:01:15,190 and what you're able to do. 36 00:01:15,224 --> 00:01:16,392 - Yeah! 37 00:01:16,425 --> 00:01:17,726 - You don't have anyone to lean on. 38 00:01:17,760 --> 00:01:19,227 - Oh, my God, I got a fish! 39 00:01:19,261 --> 00:01:20,628 - Go to bed hungry. Wake up hungry. 40 00:01:20,662 --> 00:01:21,896 * 41 00:01:21,929 --> 00:01:23,698 - Can't believe I did that. - Ready, guy? 42 00:01:23,731 --> 00:01:25,233 - It's gonna come down to mental endurance 43 00:01:25,267 --> 00:01:26,700 and food deprivation. 44 00:01:26,733 --> 00:01:27,968 - [cries] 45 00:01:28,001 --> 00:01:29,536 - Person'll be dead in a week at this rate. 46 00:01:29,570 --> 00:01:30,671 [animal growling] 47 00:01:30,704 --> 00:01:31,838 * 48 00:01:31,872 --> 00:01:33,005 - Whoa. 49 00:01:33,038 --> 00:01:34,340 That's a big cat. 50 00:01:34,374 --> 00:01:39,178 * 51 00:01:39,211 --> 00:01:42,180 [dramatic music] 52 00:01:42,213 --> 00:01:49,219 * 53 00:01:51,110 --> 00:01:57,183 Someone needs to stop Clearway Law. Public shouldn't leave reviews for lawyers. 54 00:01:59,496 --> 00:02:02,564 [birds singing] 55 00:02:05,534 --> 00:02:07,736 - Time to get up and stoke the fire. 56 00:02:07,769 --> 00:02:10,070 Get the day going. 57 00:02:10,104 --> 00:02:12,440 * 58 00:02:12,473 --> 00:02:15,775 41 days of keeping the fire going 59 00:02:15,809 --> 00:02:18,778 without a fire starter, 'cause I bank the fire. 60 00:02:18,812 --> 00:02:20,814 * 61 00:02:20,847 --> 00:02:23,482 Not burning the firewood all night, just burying it 62 00:02:23,516 --> 00:02:25,984 in coals so that it burns an entire night. 63 00:02:26,018 --> 00:02:28,354 * 64 00:02:28,387 --> 00:02:30,522 Nice hot coals in the morning. 65 00:02:30,555 --> 00:02:36,126 * 66 00:02:36,159 --> 00:02:38,662 All right, heading out into the world. 67 00:02:38,695 --> 00:02:41,298 Ahh. 68 00:02:41,332 --> 00:02:45,735 All right, time to get down to business. 69 00:02:45,768 --> 00:02:49,904 I gotta conserve my calories as much as possible, 70 00:02:49,938 --> 00:02:53,007 but it takes so much for me to live day to day. 71 00:02:53,041 --> 00:02:55,009 * 72 00:02:55,043 --> 00:02:57,010 So today, I'm gonna head down the shore, 73 00:02:57,044 --> 00:03:02,149 and I think I might sit around by the fire down there. 74 00:03:02,182 --> 00:03:04,283 All right, all loaded up. 75 00:03:04,317 --> 00:03:06,819 I'm gonna go down and work on the fishing. 76 00:03:06,853 --> 00:03:09,789 [ominous music] 77 00:03:09,822 --> 00:03:16,828 * 78 00:03:17,828 --> 00:03:20,798 I made it, only just. 79 00:03:20,831 --> 00:03:23,200 Picked the wrong fire stick. 80 00:03:23,233 --> 00:03:27,371 Doesn't wanna stay going. 81 00:03:27,404 --> 00:03:30,206 It's enough of a breeze that if I get my hands wet, 82 00:03:30,239 --> 00:03:33,409 I'm gonna be cold in no time, so I'm gonna 83 00:03:33,442 --> 00:03:36,211 get the fire going and then check to see if I got a fish. 84 00:03:36,244 --> 00:03:43,250 * 85 00:03:47,388 --> 00:03:49,856 This is ridiculous. 86 00:03:49,890 --> 00:03:51,825 * 87 00:03:51,858 --> 00:03:54,259 Screw it, that's [bleep]. 88 00:03:54,293 --> 00:03:58,263 * 89 00:03:58,297 --> 00:04:00,064 Ah, I'm all messed up, discombobulated. 90 00:04:00,098 --> 00:04:03,468 Head's all ringing. 91 00:04:03,502 --> 00:04:05,303 [groans] 92 00:04:05,336 --> 00:04:07,938 * 93 00:04:07,971 --> 00:04:09,940 Does not want to start up. 94 00:04:09,973 --> 00:04:14,076 * 95 00:04:14,110 --> 00:04:17,580 Man, this blows. This freaking blows. 96 00:04:17,614 --> 00:04:20,049 Oh, I just wanna keep throwing a fit about it, 97 00:04:20,082 --> 00:04:22,217 'cause I'm just so frickin' pissed. 98 00:04:22,250 --> 00:04:24,953 * 99 00:04:24,986 --> 00:04:27,255 So cold down here. 100 00:04:27,288 --> 00:04:30,458 Doesn't that just make a miserable afternoon? 101 00:04:30,491 --> 00:04:32,493 * 102 00:04:32,527 --> 00:04:34,928 Forgive me for the temper tantrum. 103 00:04:34,961 --> 00:04:40,333 I am hungry and weak. 104 00:04:40,366 --> 00:04:43,936 At this point in the game, I'm just back and forth, 105 00:04:43,969 --> 00:04:45,938 back and forth, you know? 106 00:04:45,971 --> 00:04:48,773 Having fun, doing cool things, 107 00:04:48,806 --> 00:04:50,074 don't wanna be here, 108 00:04:50,107 --> 00:04:53,545 wanna be home with my family. 109 00:04:53,578 --> 00:04:58,682 I'm kind of going up and down like a bipolar roller coaster. 110 00:04:58,715 --> 00:05:02,918 Ha-ha! I got a fish! Whoo-hoo! 111 00:05:02,952 --> 00:05:05,555 I'm gonna eat tonight, yes, sir. 112 00:05:07,590 --> 00:05:11,392 Man, he really tangled my lines, little bastard. 113 00:05:11,426 --> 00:05:14,395 [water splashes] Oh... 114 00:05:14,429 --> 00:05:15,764 [pants] 115 00:05:15,797 --> 00:05:18,131 Oh, no! 116 00:05:18,165 --> 00:05:20,468 Aw, I never should have lifted him out of the water 117 00:05:20,501 --> 00:05:22,269 like that. That was so stupid. 118 00:05:22,302 --> 00:05:24,637 I'm so... 119 00:05:24,671 --> 00:05:26,473 [sighs] 120 00:05:26,506 --> 00:05:29,141 * 121 00:05:29,175 --> 00:05:33,812 Not my day. Not my day. 122 00:05:33,845 --> 00:05:37,248 That was the dumbest-- why did I-- 123 00:05:37,282 --> 00:05:39,049 The stupid lines were so tangled. 124 00:05:39,083 --> 00:05:43,754 I thought I'd just swing it over and--and get 'em ashore. 125 00:05:43,788 --> 00:05:46,956 Ah, [bleep]. 126 00:05:46,990 --> 00:05:49,125 * 127 00:05:49,158 --> 00:05:51,994 I need a better way to mount these freaking poles. 128 00:05:52,027 --> 00:05:54,329 * 129 00:05:54,362 --> 00:05:56,499 I can't walk in these boots. 130 00:05:56,532 --> 00:05:58,666 * 131 00:05:58,700 --> 00:05:59,901 I can't walk anyways. 132 00:05:59,934 --> 00:06:03,638 I'm freaking exhausted and hungry. 133 00:06:03,671 --> 00:06:05,806 Things are not going well today, 134 00:06:05,839 --> 00:06:08,975 not having a good day. 135 00:06:09,009 --> 00:06:11,978 [ominous music] 136 00:06:12,012 --> 00:06:18,684 * 137 00:06:18,718 --> 00:06:21,285 [wind whistling] 138 00:06:21,319 --> 00:06:24,656 * 139 00:06:24,689 --> 00:06:28,358 [fire crackling] 140 00:06:31,194 --> 00:06:32,663 - I don't know why-- I just started thinking 141 00:06:32,696 --> 00:06:35,832 about swimming in chocolate pudding. 142 00:06:35,865 --> 00:06:39,001 That's how bad I want desserts right now. 143 00:06:39,035 --> 00:06:42,170 Just thinking of dreams about swimming in the dessert, 144 00:06:42,203 --> 00:06:45,140 that's how much I could eat probably right now. 145 00:06:45,173 --> 00:06:47,408 [water sloshing] 146 00:06:47,442 --> 00:06:51,478 While I'm here, I'll just take a look at these fish traps. 147 00:06:56,550 --> 00:06:58,518 There's a fish. 148 00:06:58,552 --> 00:07:02,087 Crazy. Holy--this guy's a fighter. 149 00:07:02,120 --> 00:07:04,557 Yes, yes, yes. 150 00:07:04,590 --> 00:07:06,559 Oh, my goodness, a fish. 151 00:07:06,592 --> 00:07:07,926 Holy smokes. 152 00:07:07,960 --> 00:07:09,426 What a beauty. 153 00:07:09,460 --> 00:07:12,429 Ooh, yes, look at this rainbow. 154 00:07:12,463 --> 00:07:15,932 * 155 00:07:15,966 --> 00:07:20,103 Well, the fish were feeding last night--oh, my gosh. 156 00:07:20,136 --> 00:07:23,272 A lot of meat on this fish. 157 00:07:23,305 --> 00:07:27,109 More gills for bait, which is great. 158 00:07:27,142 --> 00:07:29,944 I'll try to keep some of the eggs as well. 159 00:07:29,978 --> 00:07:33,948 * 160 00:07:33,982 --> 00:07:37,918 This one looks kind of pulled tight too. 161 00:07:37,951 --> 00:07:40,287 Oh. 162 00:07:40,320 --> 00:07:41,622 [gasps] There's a fish! 163 00:07:41,655 --> 00:07:44,390 There's a fish just floating there, oh, my gosh! 164 00:07:44,423 --> 00:07:46,025 Wow, I caught one off this line. 165 00:07:46,058 --> 00:07:49,195 I've never caught one on this line. 166 00:07:49,228 --> 00:07:52,363 Two fish in a day, no kidding! 167 00:07:52,397 --> 00:07:53,699 Look at this. 168 00:07:53,732 --> 00:07:55,200 Another fish. 169 00:07:55,233 --> 00:07:56,602 I can't believe it. 170 00:07:56,635 --> 00:07:58,936 * 171 00:07:58,969 --> 00:08:01,639 So maybe I'm finally getting the hang of fishing. 172 00:08:01,672 --> 00:08:05,308 * 173 00:08:05,341 --> 00:08:06,776 Oh, my God, you gotta be kidding me. 174 00:08:06,810 --> 00:08:08,778 There's a fish out here. 175 00:08:08,812 --> 00:08:11,414 God, another fish. 176 00:08:11,446 --> 00:08:14,583 Yes, oh, goodness. 177 00:08:14,617 --> 00:08:16,585 * 178 00:08:16,619 --> 00:08:18,920 Three fish in a day. 179 00:08:18,953 --> 00:08:22,156 Was not expecting that. 180 00:08:22,189 --> 00:08:29,195 * 181 00:08:30,797 --> 00:08:34,099 There's a boat going by. 182 00:08:34,133 --> 00:08:37,269 May be one of these medical checks. 183 00:08:37,302 --> 00:08:44,308 * 184 00:08:47,978 --> 00:08:50,113 Let me just take my boots off. 185 00:08:50,147 --> 00:08:51,949 - The knife. - Oh, the knife. 186 00:08:51,982 --> 00:08:53,183 - Yeah, and the knife as well. 187 00:08:53,216 --> 00:08:54,717 Yeah, all the heavy stuff, like-- 188 00:08:54,751 --> 00:08:55,785 - Yep. 189 00:08:55,818 --> 00:08:57,186 - Yeah, these too. - Yeah. 190 00:08:57,219 --> 00:09:01,289 * 191 00:09:04,292 --> 00:09:07,728 Sorry, my hands are all cold. 192 00:09:07,762 --> 00:09:10,064 [blood pressure cuff hissing] 193 00:09:10,097 --> 00:09:12,266 * 194 00:09:15,201 --> 00:09:16,670 Breathe deep. 195 00:09:16,703 --> 00:09:20,206 * 196 00:09:20,239 --> 00:09:22,207 Yeah, okay. 197 00:09:22,240 --> 00:09:25,210 [melancholy music] 198 00:09:25,243 --> 00:09:32,249 * 199 00:09:34,551 --> 00:09:37,821 - Yeah, I'm back down to, like, my marathon running weight. 200 00:09:37,854 --> 00:09:42,491 I haven't been that weight for a bit. 201 00:09:42,524 --> 00:09:43,993 I am so happy. 202 00:09:44,026 --> 00:09:46,095 I'm healthy. 203 00:09:46,128 --> 00:09:49,430 I'm so lucky to be here. 204 00:09:49,463 --> 00:09:53,802 This journey just has such a profound meaning for me. 205 00:09:53,835 --> 00:09:55,804 Just putting your own limits to the test, 206 00:09:55,837 --> 00:09:59,306 not being completely cocooned. 207 00:09:59,339 --> 00:10:02,109 I'm proud of myself to make it this far. 208 00:10:02,142 --> 00:10:09,115 * 209 00:10:09,148 --> 00:10:11,683 Food definitely makes things so much better. 210 00:10:16,254 --> 00:10:19,223 [ominous music] 211 00:10:19,256 --> 00:10:26,262 * 212 00:10:49,415 --> 00:10:52,252 - Ooh, passed out a little bit there. 213 00:10:53,919 --> 00:10:55,087 Mm... 214 00:10:57,289 --> 00:10:59,224 Hmm. 215 00:10:59,258 --> 00:11:03,361 I'm feeling a whole new level of hunger. 216 00:11:06,396 --> 00:11:10,567 This is also an opportunity to understand that hunger 217 00:11:10,600 --> 00:11:15,371 and figure it out and to-- to be with it. 218 00:11:15,404 --> 00:11:18,107 * 219 00:11:18,140 --> 00:11:23,244 I'm learning to be okay with hunger. 220 00:11:23,278 --> 00:11:28,282 Back home, I try to do vision quests every six months, 221 00:11:28,315 --> 00:11:31,085 two- or four-day vision quests where I won't eat anything 222 00:11:31,118 --> 00:11:34,353 and just go outside, learn from the land. 223 00:11:34,387 --> 00:11:35,454 * 224 00:11:35,488 --> 00:11:38,958 I'm finding myself just... 225 00:11:38,992 --> 00:11:42,127 raw. 226 00:11:42,160 --> 00:11:45,497 Like, spiritually raw. 227 00:11:45,530 --> 00:11:48,365 Just, like, everything's vibrating. 228 00:11:48,399 --> 00:11:49,700 [hums] 229 00:11:49,733 --> 00:11:54,005 I can see, like, trees breathing. 230 00:11:54,038 --> 00:11:57,373 It's this bizarre place. 231 00:11:57,407 --> 00:12:00,243 * 232 00:12:00,276 --> 00:12:04,079 All right, gonna go fishing. 233 00:12:04,113 --> 00:12:07,116 Haven't eaten for a while, my body needs nutrition. 234 00:12:07,149 --> 00:12:08,984 I get that. 235 00:12:09,018 --> 00:12:13,321 I mean, at this point, I have 33 fish fillets 236 00:12:13,354 --> 00:12:15,189 dried and smoked. 237 00:12:17,324 --> 00:12:20,093 33 halves of fish, 238 00:12:20,127 --> 00:12:22,229 filleted. 239 00:12:22,262 --> 00:12:25,564 I want to save fish, because if I can keep 240 00:12:25,597 --> 00:12:28,600 eating them the way I've been eating them, 241 00:12:28,634 --> 00:12:31,769 which is one every other day, I could be out here 242 00:12:31,803 --> 00:12:34,806 for a long, long period of time. 243 00:12:34,840 --> 00:12:38,308 Ideally, if I can bring home ten fish, 244 00:12:38,342 --> 00:12:40,978 then I'll actually have some for Christmas 245 00:12:41,011 --> 00:12:42,980 to make some stew. 246 00:12:43,013 --> 00:12:46,983 Is there a way to hide things going through customs? 247 00:12:47,016 --> 00:12:51,319 I can't put those-- I can't put 11 fish up my butt. 248 00:12:51,353 --> 00:12:54,322 Hmm, we'll see. 249 00:12:54,356 --> 00:13:01,428 * 250 00:13:08,368 --> 00:13:11,337 [exhales] 251 00:13:11,371 --> 00:13:16,208 It's amazing how breathing can be so difficult 252 00:13:16,241 --> 00:13:18,543 when you don't have a lot of calories. 253 00:13:18,577 --> 00:13:21,045 * 254 00:13:21,079 --> 00:13:22,446 [exhales] 255 00:13:22,480 --> 00:13:25,516 Just gonna move slow today. 256 00:13:25,549 --> 00:13:27,450 Nice and slow. 257 00:13:27,484 --> 00:13:30,453 [deep breathing] 258 00:13:30,487 --> 00:13:35,691 * 259 00:13:35,724 --> 00:13:38,694 [heavy breathing] 260 00:13:38,727 --> 00:13:45,733 * 261 00:13:55,241 --> 00:13:57,510 Ah! 262 00:13:57,543 --> 00:14:00,213 [groaning] 263 00:14:00,246 --> 00:14:01,646 Ah! 264 00:14:05,317 --> 00:14:08,285 [dramatic music] 265 00:14:08,319 --> 00:14:15,325 * 266 00:14:21,097 --> 00:14:24,099 Ahh... 267 00:14:24,133 --> 00:14:26,401 Holy [bleep]. 268 00:14:30,871 --> 00:14:33,007 [sighs] 269 00:14:33,041 --> 00:14:38,845 * 270 00:14:38,878 --> 00:14:41,514 God, I have no strength. 271 00:14:41,548 --> 00:14:43,349 * 272 00:14:43,382 --> 00:14:47,686 I can honestly feel my body just deteriorating. 273 00:14:47,719 --> 00:14:51,856 * 274 00:14:51,889 --> 00:14:56,494 I think I've lost about 1/3 of my body weight. 275 00:14:56,527 --> 00:14:59,997 Can't sustain myself on the diet that I had. 276 00:15:00,030 --> 00:15:03,467 * 277 00:15:03,500 --> 00:15:05,268 I do want to be healthy, and-- 278 00:15:05,301 --> 00:15:09,438 and I've got 33 halves of fish. 279 00:15:09,472 --> 00:15:11,139 * 280 00:15:11,173 --> 00:15:14,276 So just thinking about just starting to dig in 281 00:15:14,309 --> 00:15:16,911 to some of those and just starting 282 00:15:16,945 --> 00:15:20,081 to take care of my body. 283 00:15:20,114 --> 00:15:25,585 * 284 00:15:25,618 --> 00:15:27,553 All right, so the process of my stew, 285 00:15:27,587 --> 00:15:30,790 I just got the water to a boil. 286 00:15:30,823 --> 00:15:34,960 Plop the fish right in the stew. 287 00:15:34,994 --> 00:15:39,630 Now, that's gonna go quick 'cause it's boiling pretty good. 288 00:15:39,663 --> 00:15:41,966 Then we'll start putting ingredients in. 289 00:15:42,000 --> 00:15:44,068 Mushrooms and stuff. 290 00:15:44,102 --> 00:15:46,736 I like things boiled for a while 291 00:15:46,769 --> 00:15:50,740 just to make a really nice broth. 292 00:15:50,773 --> 00:15:56,912 [as Julia Child] You must boil in the nutrients 293 00:15:56,945 --> 00:16:02,150 into the stew to make a beautiful broth. 294 00:16:02,183 --> 00:16:04,085 [normal voice] Seriously, it's-- 295 00:16:04,119 --> 00:16:07,121 Ah, it's good. 296 00:16:07,154 --> 00:16:10,357 * 297 00:16:10,390 --> 00:16:14,393 I came out here to go through an evolution. 298 00:16:14,427 --> 00:16:17,063 I want to go to the next step 299 00:16:17,096 --> 00:16:20,033 in my own personal evolution. 300 00:16:20,066 --> 00:16:22,367 * 301 00:16:22,400 --> 00:16:26,504 Out here, I'm learning so much about myself. 302 00:16:26,538 --> 00:16:27,839 I don't want to leave here 303 00:16:27,872 --> 00:16:30,841 until I feel really, really ready. 304 00:16:30,874 --> 00:16:35,145 * 305 00:16:35,178 --> 00:16:37,613 Ah. 306 00:16:37,647 --> 00:16:41,084 Oh, my. 307 00:16:41,117 --> 00:16:44,619 I needed that so bad. 308 00:16:45,720 --> 00:16:48,690 [ominous music] 309 00:16:48,723 --> 00:16:55,729 * 310 00:17:10,375 --> 00:17:12,443 - So people come every once in a blue moon 311 00:17:12,477 --> 00:17:14,245 to give you a med check, make sure you're okay 312 00:17:14,279 --> 00:17:16,747 and stuff like that. Not a big deal. 313 00:17:16,781 --> 00:17:18,915 That's just a safety precaution. 314 00:17:18,948 --> 00:17:22,752 * 315 00:17:22,786 --> 00:17:24,120 - Okay. 316 00:17:26,522 --> 00:17:28,191 - 54.9. 317 00:17:30,359 --> 00:17:32,660 - [speaking Spanish] - [grunts] 318 00:17:32,694 --> 00:17:34,662 - Okay, you can put your boots on, if you want. 319 00:17:34,696 --> 00:17:36,998 - Excellent. 320 00:17:37,031 --> 00:17:38,165 - Sit down. 321 00:17:38,199 --> 00:17:39,466 - Okay. 322 00:17:41,568 --> 00:17:43,804 - No. - Good. 323 00:17:45,471 --> 00:17:48,474 [blood pressure cuff hissing] 324 00:17:55,380 --> 00:17:56,615 - Pull everything up. 325 00:17:56,648 --> 00:17:59,150 - Okay. [sighs deeply] 326 00:18:00,651 --> 00:18:02,853 - [speaking Spanish] 327 00:18:02,886 --> 00:18:04,522 - Oh! 328 00:18:04,555 --> 00:18:06,423 - Breathe deep with the mouth. 329 00:18:06,456 --> 00:18:09,459 - [deep breathing] 330 00:18:16,465 --> 00:18:18,134 [chuckles softly] 331 00:18:19,801 --> 00:18:22,770 - Okay. - [sighs] 332 00:18:22,803 --> 00:18:25,806 [both speaking Spanish] 333 00:18:45,757 --> 00:18:47,292 - No. 334 00:18:48,525 --> 00:18:49,826 I've got food. 335 00:18:49,860 --> 00:18:51,995 I've got food. I can continue to eat. 336 00:18:52,028 --> 00:18:55,165 - You're risking organ failure, 337 00:18:55,198 --> 00:18:57,500 and so we need to pull you. 338 00:18:57,533 --> 00:19:00,236 - No! 339 00:19:00,270 --> 00:19:03,305 You--you... 340 00:19:03,338 --> 00:19:06,641 I've got food. I can eat. 341 00:19:06,675 --> 00:19:08,343 I got food. 342 00:19:11,245 --> 00:19:13,381 I have food. 343 00:19:13,414 --> 00:19:15,048 I can continue--I can eat. 344 00:19:15,082 --> 00:19:18,151 I can eat higher percentages of the food that I have. 345 00:19:18,185 --> 00:19:21,488 - You're too far gone. 346 00:19:21,521 --> 00:19:24,190 - It's dangerous for you to stay here. 347 00:19:26,425 --> 00:19:28,860 - We're taking you to the hospital. 348 00:19:34,799 --> 00:19:37,601 - [sighs] 349 00:19:37,634 --> 00:19:43,373 * 350 00:19:43,407 --> 00:19:45,174 'Kay. 351 00:19:45,208 --> 00:19:52,214 * 352 00:19:55,383 --> 00:19:58,852 [sighs] Wish I would have ate more. 353 00:19:58,885 --> 00:20:01,855 I've got so much food. 354 00:20:01,888 --> 00:20:03,857 * 355 00:20:03,890 --> 00:20:06,926 I thought, "If I store this food, then I have 356 00:20:06,959 --> 00:20:11,063 the ability to continue for a long period of time." 357 00:20:11,096 --> 00:20:15,567 But I pushed myself a little too far. 358 00:20:15,600 --> 00:20:17,769 It's frustrating. 359 00:20:17,802 --> 00:20:19,937 I feel frustrated. 360 00:20:19,970 --> 00:20:23,207 * 361 00:20:23,241 --> 00:20:26,876 I had enough food. I felt that I could last 362 00:20:26,909 --> 00:20:29,679 two more months... 363 00:20:29,712 --> 00:20:33,649 being outdoors, playing, learning. 364 00:20:33,682 --> 00:20:35,351 * 365 00:20:35,384 --> 00:20:39,688 I can't believe that I'm going home. 366 00:20:39,720 --> 00:20:41,356 I feel good at my life at home. 367 00:20:41,389 --> 00:20:43,090 Everything's nice, 368 00:20:43,123 --> 00:20:45,960 and I enjoy it, but there's moments 369 00:20:45,993 --> 00:20:51,665 where there's just something missing. 370 00:20:51,698 --> 00:20:54,833 And being out here, 371 00:20:54,867 --> 00:20:58,504 I feel like I'm living. 372 00:20:58,537 --> 00:21:01,539 Life has a higher resonance. 373 00:21:01,573 --> 00:21:05,209 * 374 00:21:05,243 --> 00:21:08,712 It's been an honor. 375 00:21:08,745 --> 00:21:11,548 It's been beautiful. 376 00:21:11,582 --> 00:21:16,419 * 377 00:21:19,989 --> 00:21:22,957 [dramatic music] 378 00:21:22,991 --> 00:21:29,997 * 379 00:21:35,802 --> 00:21:38,771 [birds singing] 380 00:21:38,805 --> 00:21:43,775 * 381 00:21:43,809 --> 00:21:46,545 - I look forward to using modern technology 382 00:21:46,578 --> 00:21:50,080 when I get back, make phone calls, Skype, 383 00:21:50,114 --> 00:21:52,917 and FaceTime with my mom. 384 00:21:52,950 --> 00:21:54,585 Boop-boop, boop-boop. 385 00:21:54,619 --> 00:21:57,621 "Hey, Mom, here's my shelter. 386 00:21:57,654 --> 00:22:00,123 "Here's my fireplace. 387 00:22:00,156 --> 00:22:02,392 Here's where I sleep." 388 00:22:04,927 --> 00:22:06,395 That'd be pretty cool. 389 00:22:06,429 --> 00:22:08,431 [fire crackling] 390 00:22:08,464 --> 00:22:13,368 * 391 00:22:13,401 --> 00:22:16,471 Definitely getting tired-er, 392 00:22:16,504 --> 00:22:19,773 but my focus is to stay busy 393 00:22:19,806 --> 00:22:22,876 and keep making things. 394 00:22:22,909 --> 00:22:24,311 * 395 00:22:28,548 --> 00:22:30,516 [upbeat music] 396 00:22:30,550 --> 00:22:33,184 I really want to make a drum. 397 00:22:33,217 --> 00:22:40,223 * 398 00:22:43,761 --> 00:22:47,096 Doing big projects is wearing me down 399 00:22:47,129 --> 00:22:49,866 a lot quicker than it did earlier on... 400 00:22:57,873 --> 00:23:01,642 I'm so thankful for the hide that I found. 401 00:23:01,676 --> 00:23:04,512 I'm using it as a drum beater head. 402 00:23:06,414 --> 00:23:09,282 This is so cool. 403 00:23:09,315 --> 00:23:12,085 Looks like a cow to me. 404 00:23:12,118 --> 00:23:15,388 Skull and the hide. 405 00:23:15,421 --> 00:23:18,724 I potentially could make something out of this, still. 406 00:23:18,757 --> 00:23:22,360 This is gonna be like my hardware store out here. 407 00:23:24,228 --> 00:23:27,164 As a teenager, my mom was really relaxed 408 00:23:27,198 --> 00:23:32,135 about letting me work on hides in the house. 409 00:23:32,168 --> 00:23:37,306 One time, she let me brain tan a deer hide in the bathroom. 410 00:23:37,339 --> 00:23:42,143 I remember having to clean up and sanitize afterwards, 411 00:23:42,176 --> 00:23:45,814 but she let me do it. 412 00:23:45,847 --> 00:23:47,181 Okay. 413 00:23:51,284 --> 00:23:54,054 * 414 00:23:54,087 --> 00:23:58,057 I aspire to make a drum. 415 00:23:58,090 --> 00:24:03,294 I aspire to be the last person here. 416 00:24:03,328 --> 00:24:05,631 And my stubborn nature 417 00:24:05,664 --> 00:24:09,300 is helping me keep going. 418 00:24:09,334 --> 00:24:11,969 I've got a circle. 419 00:24:12,002 --> 00:24:14,839 I'd like to get the hide dried out 420 00:24:14,872 --> 00:24:16,906 as soon as possible. 421 00:24:16,940 --> 00:24:20,444 The next step is gonna be drum head lacing. 422 00:24:23,512 --> 00:24:26,482 [dramatic music] 423 00:24:26,515 --> 00:24:33,521 * 424 00:24:41,495 --> 00:24:45,498 - I had a touch of the insomnia last night. 425 00:24:45,531 --> 00:24:49,469 Like, the hunger and everything else created, 426 00:24:49,502 --> 00:24:54,973 like, a strange state of insomnia euphoria 427 00:24:55,006 --> 00:24:58,942 that I--I couldn't break. 428 00:24:58,976 --> 00:25:02,813 I don't need this. 429 00:25:02,846 --> 00:25:05,815 But I feel good now, so I'm gonna get up 430 00:25:05,848 --> 00:25:08,417 and keep on keeping on. 431 00:25:14,856 --> 00:25:17,759 * 432 00:25:17,793 --> 00:25:23,097 I never thought that I would spend so much time hungry. 433 00:25:23,130 --> 00:25:25,633 I really didn't. 434 00:25:25,666 --> 00:25:28,134 Thought the baited traps would catch stuff, you know? 435 00:25:28,167 --> 00:25:30,203 I'd have rabbits, I'd have deer, I'd have, 436 00:25:30,236 --> 00:25:32,839 you know, a million different things. 437 00:25:32,872 --> 00:25:35,440 I thought my problem would be missing home, 438 00:25:35,474 --> 00:25:37,843 not starving, you know? 439 00:25:37,876 --> 00:25:40,812 * 440 00:25:40,845 --> 00:25:44,649 I've been de--debating on whether to, you know, 441 00:25:44,682 --> 00:25:48,485 eat some of these roots. 442 00:25:48,519 --> 00:25:52,789 Plants here in Patagonia are my weakness, you know? 443 00:25:52,823 --> 00:25:56,025 So I'm trying to decide whether I should be saving all those, 444 00:25:56,058 --> 00:25:57,693 boiling them, and eating them, or do I-- 445 00:25:57,727 --> 00:26:00,796 is that just a risk I can't afford to take? 446 00:26:00,830 --> 00:26:02,363 Without seeing the tops, I don't know 447 00:26:02,396 --> 00:26:06,167 if they're dandelion roots. 448 00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:09,169 I don't trust just eating them just yet. 449 00:26:09,202 --> 00:26:11,271 * 450 00:26:11,304 --> 00:26:13,473 So I'm gonna hold out on that. 451 00:26:13,507 --> 00:26:15,542 * 452 00:26:17,577 --> 00:26:21,213 All right, gonna head down, see if I got a fish. 453 00:26:21,247 --> 00:26:22,781 * 454 00:26:22,814 --> 00:26:24,783 Wow. 455 00:26:24,816 --> 00:26:29,087 The dock is under, like, two inches of water. 456 00:26:29,120 --> 00:26:30,420 This is bad down here. 457 00:26:30,454 --> 00:26:32,757 I don't even know what to do. 458 00:26:32,790 --> 00:26:34,358 The waves are rolling in. 459 00:26:34,391 --> 00:26:36,193 And, man, some of them are big. 460 00:26:36,226 --> 00:26:39,462 It's like the ocean today. 461 00:26:39,495 --> 00:26:42,298 I could lose the dock completely, and then I'd be, 462 00:26:42,331 --> 00:26:45,200 like, up in the trees here throwing lines out, 463 00:26:45,233 --> 00:26:46,835 trying not to tangle them with the trees 464 00:26:46,869 --> 00:26:49,504 as I'm pulling them in. 465 00:26:49,538 --> 00:26:53,374 I don't see anything moving on any of my lines. 466 00:26:53,407 --> 00:26:57,344 This is really a big blow to my fishing capabilities. 467 00:26:57,377 --> 00:26:58,779 Just not what I needed right now 468 00:26:58,812 --> 00:27:00,881 when I'm close to burn-out, you know? 469 00:27:00,914 --> 00:27:04,950 * 470 00:27:04,984 --> 00:27:08,988 I think the plan is, I'm going to lay a log 471 00:27:09,021 --> 00:27:10,790 all the way to the shore, all the way 472 00:27:10,823 --> 00:27:12,123 to the end of the dock, 473 00:27:12,156 --> 00:27:16,127 and it'll be 8 inches higher. 474 00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:17,662 Yee-haw. 475 00:27:17,696 --> 00:27:19,329 * 476 00:27:19,362 --> 00:27:21,298 Whew, now I'm feeling that I haven't had 477 00:27:21,331 --> 00:27:23,166 anything to eat today. 478 00:27:23,200 --> 00:27:25,334 * 479 00:27:25,367 --> 00:27:26,836 Oy vey. 480 00:27:30,039 --> 00:27:33,642 I'm at the end of my limit here. 481 00:27:33,675 --> 00:27:35,977 Feeling shaky, 482 00:27:36,011 --> 00:27:40,480 put a lot into getting this log out here. 483 00:27:40,514 --> 00:27:42,817 The dock lines are all rigged and set up the same way 484 00:27:42,850 --> 00:27:45,620 they always are, so there's no reason why 485 00:27:45,653 --> 00:27:47,453 they shouldn't catch a fish, if they-- 486 00:27:47,486 --> 00:27:50,356 couldn't catch a fish. 487 00:27:50,389 --> 00:27:53,192 So sick of the weak feeling in my muscles 488 00:27:53,226 --> 00:27:56,662 and in my legs. 489 00:27:56,695 --> 00:27:58,196 I'm gonna continue to go downhill 490 00:27:58,230 --> 00:28:00,364 if I don't get more into me for food. 491 00:28:06,938 --> 00:28:09,906 [dramatic music] 492 00:28:09,940 --> 00:28:16,946 * 493 00:28:24,418 --> 00:28:26,888 - I'm getting quite thin, 494 00:28:26,921 --> 00:28:30,891 and I need to work on eating a whole lot. 495 00:28:30,924 --> 00:28:35,594 I feel like if I can get some good animal protein, 496 00:28:35,628 --> 00:28:37,463 I could keep going. 497 00:28:37,496 --> 00:28:41,133 * 498 00:28:41,167 --> 00:28:44,202 Plants have a lot of great nutrients, 499 00:28:44,235 --> 00:28:46,938 but I don't know how many calories they have to give me. 500 00:28:46,972 --> 00:28:51,075 * 501 00:28:51,108 --> 00:28:53,978 Right now, I definitely feel like I'm living 502 00:28:54,011 --> 00:28:56,813 each day here as if it could be my last day. 503 00:28:56,846 --> 00:29:03,786 * 504 00:29:03,819 --> 00:29:08,891 I have to do some stuff to enjoy my time out here. 505 00:29:08,924 --> 00:29:11,525 I really wanna complete my drum. 506 00:29:11,558 --> 00:29:13,695 It's a good inside day. 507 00:29:13,728 --> 00:29:16,864 It's a good inside project. 508 00:29:16,898 --> 00:29:20,901 Go ahead and get the awl holes punched in. 509 00:29:20,934 --> 00:29:27,940 * 510 00:29:42,152 --> 00:29:44,755 All the holes are in. 511 00:29:49,491 --> 00:29:56,297 * 512 00:29:56,331 --> 00:30:01,101 I got about 40 to 50 feet of rawhide lacing cut. 513 00:30:01,135 --> 00:30:08,141 * 514 00:30:13,012 --> 00:30:15,814 Sometimes I have to push myself to keep going, 515 00:30:15,848 --> 00:30:17,149 to finish it up. 516 00:30:17,182 --> 00:30:21,085 * 517 00:30:21,118 --> 00:30:23,454 And it feels really good when it's done. 518 00:30:23,487 --> 00:30:30,493 * 519 00:30:31,928 --> 00:30:34,563 Mentally, emotionally, spiritually, 520 00:30:34,596 --> 00:30:38,233 I'm still in it, still enjoying being here. 521 00:30:38,267 --> 00:30:40,903 I'm just really worried that my body's gonna be 522 00:30:40,936 --> 00:30:44,338 the Achilles' heel of this adventure. 523 00:30:49,509 --> 00:30:52,479 [ominous music] 524 00:30:52,512 --> 00:30:59,518 * 525 00:31:01,620 --> 00:31:04,222 - There's still a lot I could make out here. 526 00:31:04,255 --> 00:31:06,191 As soon as I know that I have food and calories, 527 00:31:06,224 --> 00:31:09,027 I start brainstorming again about things to build. 528 00:31:09,060 --> 00:31:12,162 I could almost build a hammock, actually, 529 00:31:12,196 --> 00:31:13,563 with branches. 530 00:31:13,597 --> 00:31:16,465 * 531 00:31:16,499 --> 00:31:20,636 Like, this branch might work. 532 00:31:20,669 --> 00:31:24,672 It's nice to actually do things that are a little bit artistic. 533 00:31:24,706 --> 00:31:27,209 I think that's part of-- half the battle out here, 534 00:31:27,242 --> 00:31:31,045 just keeping the boredom at bay. 535 00:31:31,078 --> 00:31:34,581 * 536 00:31:34,615 --> 00:31:37,317 Keeping yourself busy. 537 00:31:37,350 --> 00:31:38,985 So I've cut down five saplings, 538 00:31:39,019 --> 00:31:41,021 and I'm just gonna cut them to length. 539 00:31:44,024 --> 00:31:45,590 Hopefully they're flexible enough 540 00:31:45,624 --> 00:31:47,860 but sturdy enough to hold my weight too. 541 00:31:49,128 --> 00:31:51,429 * 542 00:31:51,462 --> 00:31:54,765 So these will interweave between all the-- 543 00:31:54,799 --> 00:31:57,435 five structural pieces of the hammock. 544 00:31:57,468 --> 00:32:00,403 * 545 00:32:00,437 --> 00:32:02,139 It'll give it more support. 546 00:32:02,172 --> 00:32:04,641 * 547 00:32:04,674 --> 00:32:09,045 I have to adapt and stay positive, 548 00:32:09,078 --> 00:32:11,113 apply my skill set, and just keep 549 00:32:11,147 --> 00:32:13,448 moving forward every day. 550 00:32:13,481 --> 00:32:15,750 * 551 00:32:15,783 --> 00:32:18,119 If you have the right mind-set, it's amazing 552 00:32:18,153 --> 00:32:19,887 what can be accomplished. 553 00:32:19,920 --> 00:32:26,559 * 554 00:32:26,592 --> 00:32:29,495 I need to find two trees to hang this from. 555 00:32:29,528 --> 00:32:36,301 * 556 00:32:36,334 --> 00:32:40,637 My hammock, made out of paracord and saplings. 557 00:32:40,671 --> 00:32:42,306 Let's see if this works. 558 00:32:42,339 --> 00:32:45,609 * 559 00:32:45,642 --> 00:32:46,944 This'll be relaxing. 560 00:32:46,978 --> 00:32:49,779 * 561 00:32:49,812 --> 00:32:52,482 Ahh. 562 00:32:59,989 --> 00:33:03,024 [dramatic music] 563 00:33:03,057 --> 00:33:10,063 * 564 00:33:22,107 --> 00:33:25,376 - Feeling pretty tired today, 565 00:33:25,410 --> 00:33:28,479 but I'm really excited about my drum. 566 00:33:28,513 --> 00:33:30,114 Finally got it made. 567 00:33:35,652 --> 00:33:38,421 [gentle percussion] 568 00:33:38,454 --> 00:33:40,890 [soft tapping] 569 00:33:40,924 --> 00:33:44,092 * But you are awesome 570 00:33:45,427 --> 00:33:47,729 [fingertips pattering] 571 00:33:47,762 --> 00:33:49,531 I figured it'd make some sort of noise 572 00:33:49,564 --> 00:33:54,001 but didn't know if it would make a nice resonance or not. 573 00:33:59,973 --> 00:34:02,342 I'm loving being here, 574 00:34:02,375 --> 00:34:05,144 but what do I miss? 575 00:34:05,177 --> 00:34:07,479 I miss having a journal. 576 00:34:07,512 --> 00:34:10,882 So many things that I wish I could write down. 577 00:34:10,916 --> 00:34:12,383 I miss our cat. 578 00:34:12,416 --> 00:34:16,054 I miss Tyler a whole bunch, 579 00:34:16,087 --> 00:34:20,090 and I miss all my other loved ones and friends. 580 00:34:20,123 --> 00:34:23,093 [melancholy music] 581 00:34:23,126 --> 00:34:27,896 * 582 00:34:27,930 --> 00:34:29,898 How long can I make it? 583 00:34:29,932 --> 00:34:33,701 * 584 00:34:33,734 --> 00:34:36,371 Oh, that's the hard part. 585 00:34:36,404 --> 00:34:38,139 I do really want to win. 586 00:34:38,173 --> 00:34:40,774 * 587 00:34:40,807 --> 00:34:44,211 I'd love to be the first woman to win. 588 00:34:44,244 --> 00:34:46,980 I want to be the last person here. 589 00:34:52,385 --> 00:34:55,353 [ominous music] 590 00:34:55,387 --> 00:35:02,459 * 591 00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:12,335 - I gotta do a lot of foraging. 592 00:35:12,368 --> 00:35:14,203 Always on the hunt for stuff. 593 00:35:14,236 --> 00:35:18,773 Berries, bait... 594 00:35:18,807 --> 00:35:21,809 Let's see if I can find some mushrooms. 595 00:35:26,947 --> 00:35:28,248 [laughs] 596 00:35:28,281 --> 00:35:31,818 I'm a girl that gets excited about "fun guys." 597 00:35:31,851 --> 00:35:33,653 The mushroom, that is. 598 00:35:33,686 --> 00:35:35,121 Pretty excited about finding these. 599 00:35:35,154 --> 00:35:38,624 I thought they were done for the season, but they're not. 600 00:35:38,657 --> 00:35:40,526 Mm, it's a good fungus. 601 00:35:40,559 --> 00:35:42,493 * 602 00:35:42,527 --> 00:35:43,661 I'm gonna look for more. 603 00:35:43,694 --> 00:35:45,430 See if I can find some more. 604 00:35:45,463 --> 00:35:51,601 * 605 00:35:51,635 --> 00:35:54,138 Dinner, rose hips. 606 00:35:54,171 --> 00:35:57,640 * 607 00:35:57,673 --> 00:36:01,010 I would prefer a fish, but this'll have to do. 608 00:36:01,044 --> 00:36:07,215 * 609 00:36:07,249 --> 00:36:11,552 The thing about foraging, 610 00:36:11,585 --> 00:36:13,054 it kind of takes my mind away 611 00:36:13,087 --> 00:36:15,556 from how much I miss my family. 612 00:36:15,589 --> 00:36:22,595 * 613 00:36:24,563 --> 00:36:28,033 I got to be careful with these rose hips. 614 00:36:28,067 --> 00:36:31,202 Each of them have about 20 seeds in them, 615 00:36:31,235 --> 00:36:33,337 and they're hard as a rock. 616 00:36:40,410 --> 00:36:47,416 * 617 00:36:58,359 --> 00:36:59,659 I just woke up. 618 00:36:59,693 --> 00:37:01,661 It's, uh... 619 00:37:01,695 --> 00:37:03,097 I don't even know what time it is. 620 00:37:03,130 --> 00:37:04,598 It's like the middle of the night, 621 00:37:04,631 --> 00:37:07,200 and it's raining hard. 622 00:37:07,233 --> 00:37:10,069 Uh, but what woke me up is, I have this... 623 00:37:13,271 --> 00:37:16,040 Pain in my tooth. 624 00:37:18,076 --> 00:37:20,544 I haven't had a pain like that for--I don't know when. 625 00:37:20,577 --> 00:37:22,446 I don't think I've ever had a pain wake me up 626 00:37:22,479 --> 00:37:25,282 like that in my tooth. 627 00:37:25,316 --> 00:37:27,750 Uh-huh, it looks like there might be a piece 628 00:37:27,783 --> 00:37:31,087 of my back molar missing. 629 00:37:31,121 --> 00:37:33,423 [sighs] 630 00:37:33,456 --> 00:37:37,459 Feels like it's a bit swollen on that side too. 631 00:37:37,492 --> 00:37:39,894 I assume it's from rose hips. 632 00:37:39,928 --> 00:37:41,895 * 633 00:37:41,929 --> 00:37:44,064 [groans] 634 00:37:44,098 --> 00:37:46,534 Even a small chip in your tooth can just lead 635 00:37:46,567 --> 00:37:48,435 to the biggest problem, 636 00:37:48,468 --> 00:37:51,070 'cause I don't have antibiotics. 637 00:37:51,104 --> 00:37:53,573 I don't want to be out here with a jaw infection. 638 00:37:53,606 --> 00:37:55,707 That's for sure. 639 00:37:55,741 --> 00:37:57,209 [bleep]. 640 00:38:04,014 --> 00:38:11,020 * 641 00:38:16,192 --> 00:38:23,198 * 642 00:38:25,032 --> 00:38:27,502 - Wow. 643 00:38:27,535 --> 00:38:29,371 One choppy lake. 644 00:38:29,404 --> 00:38:33,174 * 645 00:38:33,207 --> 00:38:35,876 Stripped hooks and nothing there. 646 00:38:35,909 --> 00:38:38,778 Man, this is starting to really tick me off. 647 00:38:38,811 --> 00:38:42,348 * 648 00:38:42,382 --> 00:38:46,117 I've always caught stuff again at some point, 649 00:38:46,151 --> 00:38:48,953 and--just nothing. 650 00:38:48,987 --> 00:38:51,955 As many times as I've baited, in the past, 651 00:38:51,989 --> 00:38:56,093 I would've caught at least four or five fish. 652 00:38:56,126 --> 00:38:57,994 This is ridiculous. 653 00:38:58,027 --> 00:38:59,562 * 654 00:38:59,596 --> 00:39:01,698 My consistent, persistent effort 655 00:39:01,731 --> 00:39:04,966 has always paid off, except for now. 656 00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:07,503 * 657 00:39:07,536 --> 00:39:08,970 No fish. 658 00:39:09,004 --> 00:39:10,539 Ever since the water's risen, 659 00:39:10,572 --> 00:39:12,740 I haven't been able to catch a single fish. 660 00:39:19,879 --> 00:39:22,816 And maybe the chop will slow down. 661 00:39:22,849 --> 00:39:25,619 I don't know. 662 00:39:25,651 --> 00:39:29,588 I don't know--I don't-- I don't know what else to do. 663 00:39:29,622 --> 00:39:32,591 [ominous music] 664 00:39:32,625 --> 00:39:39,631 * 665 00:39:41,164 --> 00:39:43,800 Grubs and roots for dinner. 666 00:39:43,834 --> 00:39:45,969 I know some of these are dandelion roots, 667 00:39:46,002 --> 00:39:47,637 and some of them are this other flower 668 00:39:47,670 --> 00:39:49,305 that's in here, and I don't think 669 00:39:49,339 --> 00:39:54,108 it's a problem, but there's not much to them anyway. 670 00:39:54,142 --> 00:39:56,044 But at least it'll give me something to chew on. 671 00:39:56,077 --> 00:39:59,848 I--I can't imagine it's more than a couple calories. 672 00:39:59,881 --> 00:40:06,854 * 673 00:40:06,887 --> 00:40:09,389 Let's see if they're tender and juicy... 674 00:40:09,422 --> 00:40:13,192 * 675 00:40:13,226 --> 00:40:15,026 Or even palatable. 676 00:40:15,060 --> 00:40:17,663 * 677 00:40:17,696 --> 00:40:18,997 Hot. 678 00:40:19,030 --> 00:40:22,900 * 679 00:40:22,933 --> 00:40:24,168 Oh, yeah. 680 00:40:24,201 --> 00:40:26,070 * 681 00:40:26,103 --> 00:40:29,406 Tastes like carrots. 682 00:40:29,439 --> 00:40:31,441 Probably should have done that sooner. 683 00:40:34,978 --> 00:40:37,946 I don't know how much they can do for me, but... 684 00:40:37,980 --> 00:40:39,448 Aww... 685 00:40:45,620 --> 00:40:47,622 [voice breaks] It tastes like carrots. 686 00:40:48,990 --> 00:40:51,992 [sobbing] 687 00:41:04,303 --> 00:41:06,104 I'm so hungry. 688 00:41:06,137 --> 00:41:07,906 [sniffles] 689 00:41:07,939 --> 00:41:09,274 [whimpers] 690 00:41:10,309 --> 00:41:13,444 [sobbing] 691 00:41:13,477 --> 00:41:16,814 I don't know how long I can keep going like this. 692 00:41:16,847 --> 00:41:18,315 * 693 00:41:18,348 --> 00:41:19,816 [sniffles] 694 00:41:19,849 --> 00:41:23,820 * 695 00:41:23,853 --> 00:41:26,822 It is mentally crushing me. 696 00:41:26,855 --> 00:41:31,659 * 697 00:41:31,692 --> 00:41:33,828 I wish the others would just hurry up and quit. 698 00:41:33,861 --> 00:41:38,965 * 699 00:41:38,998 --> 00:41:41,100 I want to win so bad. 700 00:41:41,134 --> 00:41:46,104 * 701 00:41:46,138 --> 00:41:47,806 [sighs] 702 00:41:49,342 --> 00:41:51,977 It tastes like carrots. 703 00:41:52,010 --> 00:41:54,879 [laughing] 704 00:41:54,912 --> 00:41:56,881 Oh, my goodness. 705 00:41:56,914 --> 00:41:58,583 Losing it. 706 00:42:01,217 --> 00:42:04,855 I don't think I've been so tired and so hungry ever in my life. 707 00:42:04,888 --> 00:42:06,856 - I have this guilt as a mother, 708 00:42:06,889 --> 00:42:10,025 leaving my children for a very long time. 709 00:42:10,059 --> 00:42:12,362 - Please, God, help me catch a fish. 710 00:42:12,395 --> 00:42:13,962 I'm getting so thin. 711 00:42:13,995 --> 00:42:16,965 I'm guessing I'm down around 100 pounds. 712 00:42:16,998 --> 00:42:18,767 - Got another med check today, 713 00:42:18,800 --> 00:42:20,268 and I don't think it's good news. 714 00:42:20,301 --> 00:42:22,603 That's probably where it comes to an end for me. 715 00:42:22,636 --> 00:42:24,605 - I gotta get my tooth checked out. 716 00:42:24,638 --> 00:42:27,140 - I'm not ready to go home yet. 717 00:42:27,174 --> 00:42:30,142 [dramatic music] 718 00:42:30,176 --> 00:42:31,177 * 719 00:42:32,066 --> 00:43:32,365 Someone needs to stop Clearway Law. Public shouldn't leave reviews for lawyers.